I'm so envious. about feelings. most people easily give the feeling to other people. haha, maybe not easy. envy. not really. but ... how to say? maybe, yes likely. of most of the drama that I see it is easy to express feelings. I do not know, I do not even think of a special single person. it feels really taboo, it feels long already. I do not care. just sometimes, feelings can change everything. yes, I found it easier.

Heavy rain here. The weather are unstable. flooding everywhere. I don't blame anyone or anything. my activities finally lazing. lazy. so, I'm trying to make a schedule. waw. increasingly heavy rain. scary. back to the beginning. What would I tell you ? I reached 20 years old. a lot of think, I'm confused to express it. although, I'm not a person who cares about the environment around me. I'm not even thinking about what other people say. because most people are selfish, though no doubt I'm selfish too. just disclosed. it is important not important. This might be my introduction to storytelling. I think what I will do tomorrow, day after tomorrow, and so on. I became very confused, in fact I am not good at learning. Really? My current hobby is to spell and pronounce the language jepang. initialy I was more interested because able to master the language. but gradually I became obsessed with it. cherry country. yes that 's called. What is wrong ? yes this could be wrong , could be right.