Interpret Song 1

Previously, i often listen this song. i remembered it always be played by me when i get tired. yaiy, there's something different after listen it. My feeling was relief. At the high school, everypupils get homework with different doses of each. as the writer, i thing homework is very disturbing. everyday, just thing homework and homework. because of that, eventually, my activity always wake up early days. it's four AM, just listen this song. although i hate homework, but my mind just focus to do the best i am. show me that i can on my own. maybe because the competition, i don't know.

In spite of it, im not the one who easy to issue a comment on someone else but im a thinker. where am i? i listen this song, to live and die by our own rules, yeah we can make it, everybody must have their rules, free. although the fact that you think, you are fool. ah scary, someday, you need someone or somebody to save you. i mean first, you must believe the creator of the universe. it's okay and don't regret.

This song actually for couple but i don't interpret it that way. haha do you know the song that i mean? this is ~ 

SECONDHAND SERENADE LYRICS "Half Alive"

It's four AM, I'm waking up to your perfume

Don't get up, I'll get through on my own

I don't know if I'm home

Or if I lost the way into your room 

I'm spiraling into my doom 

I'm feeling half alive but 

I know one day 

You and I will be free, 

To live and die by our own rules,

Free.. 

Despite the fact that men are fools

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try 

And save me. It's okay that we're dying,

But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

Well excuse me while I get killed softly,

Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you

I'm okay At least 'til yesterday, 

You know you got me off my highest guard, 

Believe me when I say it's hard. 

We'll get through this tonight 

And I know one day you and I will be free 

To live and die by our own rules, 

Free.. 

Despite the fact that men are fools. 

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try 

And save me. 

It's okay that we're dying, 

But I need to survive tonight, tonight. 

And you touch my hand ever so slightly

(Girl we're not ready for this yet) 

And the deadly look she cast upon me 

I won't regret, I won't regret I won't regret. 

I won't regret... 

And I was trying to disappear, 

But you got me wrapped around you 

I can hardly breathe without you 

I was trying to disappear 

But I got lost in your eyes now, 

You brought me down to size now. 

I'm almost alive

And I need you to try and save me. 

It's okay that we're dying But I need to survive tonight, tonight 

Tonight...  

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try 

And save me. 

It's okay that we're dying, 

But I need to survive tonight, tonight. 

I need to survive tonight, tonight

From elementeray school, i always have my own diary, do you know why? because i can't express my desire, i'll make wrong expression. so day by day. i really felt sorry, for i want to say, but i didn't say it. i know it's make me be a dissapointed person. hard to believe to be ourself, i try to make confident. be patient person is my wish but i can't control myself, it sick if you waiting someone, it sick if you didn't get your desire, it sick if you really make somebody happy but you can't do it, it sick if you always hurt yourself for to be pyschopath. it'll be confuse thing. look into myself, there's good side, im healthy, i easily get support from many people. i don't know it's enough or not.. But now, i think i hate everything. it why i always try to finding my wrongdoing, how can i be scary person. my hatred -_-, my eyes can't see clearly, my ears can't listen well, disobedience. i don't care, who's gonna the guilty person? it must to be i am. sure, i am. there's always battle in my mind. it's difficult to solve this problem. me, -- . family, just good. friend, just good. home, desperate. alone? it's my wish but when you know live without comfort it's really really~ _-_ but when you get comfort it always there's breakdown. i took several people who i like for motivation, but not running perfectly. yes, i get happy. the conclution, UNSATISFACTORY. don't mind it, take revenge~