This midnight, i wanna write for along time, but can't.. So, today, its satuday.. From yesterday why i became a gloomy person, maybe i was too tired, huh? What gonna i will be? Any,, for the rest the journey of life i have been survived.. I realize, when we at this age, when we already have money but don't have time.. Our meeting that we arrangement not always successful. My goal to go around the world still far away..
Ajik moella, what pain is it, what suffer is it, what i really want, ajik moella,, but be sure, human's journey is something that i should be bless of. I already left my youth insyaAllah with no regret. Previously, i swipe all my youth picture. Aaah, like this. Oh this is what i did, and this is picture of my old friend. Story is story. Story of mine. Unfotunately, my love story. That is full of tears bcz i can't tell the truth. Became so childish. And keep my ego. Yeah, i can't be so sure bout word that i sayin. So i think i am not really smart. Why i always playin words. Sayin harsh thing. Aihs, and why i can't keep my argument and always understand. Can't hurt the others. But until i at home, i thinking because i can't tell what i want tell. I hope smile will be my blurry image as forgiven of myself.
Really, i know my glare was changing bcse what happened to me. Theres something that can be predicted. Always and always. This is me who will give up bout hoping you back. Everyday is fight. Ya Allah, always protect my eyes and my every single step. You know what better i will be. Someday, someday theres a way.
Sincerely,
Afifah
