What's wrong with number about 25 ?

You never know until you face it

Several hours ago i posted this

Dead year end 2018

H min several day to be born as 2019 year person. I still felt my sorrow bigger than my kindness religy. One tear , two tears , the tears keep being flow downdown.  I tried to not cry again yet i always sleep last year .

What makes the things really hard to pass away for me ? Even its take a wedge in my heart . My mind keep floating out of topic . Nowadays me being difficult to sleep at night and suffered at afternoon.

Me should being idealist

Next story ,

confuse

Why?  I don't understand myself.
It is sure i like to chat him.  But why i can't respond much although he explain many things.

Ahaha i didn't know whats wrong with me. Not care.  Not care means care. Aiish, my mind feel so empty. Okay,  finish it.  Take care later.

Not care,
Not care,
Once again,  not care.

And theres something whose confusing.. Hmm, why i was so cocky about feeling.  Hahaha what a terrible person i am. Or maybe everyone like this. 😂😂

heart

Theres something that i was confused.  Its bout the beat of myheart. At first,  i was worried because i never felt it before.  Beat so hard.  But,  thankfully,  its solved itself. I tried to calm down it.  But maybe this quote will help me.

i expect strong, but...

Today,  i am so freaking limp,  but at the same time i am bored.  Thats why i write this.

Its been three days i was not in good condition,  my parent concern bout my health so that why they easily said i should stop my tiredness.  Buut..  Where am i going to start new journey??..

Future is like mystery..