Epic.  Haha i just really write much but unexpectedly, press cancel. Pabo.

End of the 2016

Monday,  19 December 2016

Yeay, i am successful login my blog. Hmm..  Now,  what am i gonna write -_-"

Oh ya,  actually last night,  i read all my writings here. And my feeling was mixed together like laugh,  smile and crying.  So the result,  i couldn't sleep well.

Today,  i will inform that i was graduate from Universitas Negeri Jakarta and succesful finish my thesis at November 10th, 2015. Thank you, Allah. And then,  i tried search for job. I thought in the end of semester i interested at stock market. But,  its seems quite difficult bcause the result of my toefl. Actually,  i want go to pare but failed. But appeared a chance where i could study english with very low budget,  so i wanted register myself go to ppkd jaksel.  That placed provide many course from learn language up to cookery.  So many requirement that should i fulfill so i was late. English class was full so i take japanese class for september.  So sad.  I must wait for a long time.

So i was waiting,  but then all my friend already got a job.  Althougt i've been take many private teaching but i thought i'll never get experience. From that thought,  i applied my cv again to random company that i thought its suitable for me.

And i got several call for interview.  Until i was accepted at MNC Channel.  And the time i was being accepted is the time i would follow the japanese language.  So i decided to take a job. Not really sure but the certainly,  I could get certain income and experience. Although my senior already give me a caution. I keep took the chance.

Nowadays,  i already working about 4 month. Sometimes,  there are regret but still don't find where is my passion.

Okay,  now stop write about work.

Currently,  I was thought,  I was blessing.  Why? Because of my close friend. I was blessing cz of them.

In the middle of my busy time,  they always support me, so i am felt restless. But,  my body can't be lied. May Allah grant my wish.  May my effort not in vain.  And theres one thing that i quite worry is my thinking twice.  Hows..

難しい。。 😭😭 泣かないで。。can't holding it. Fever..

내눈이아파 ㅠ.ㅠ 아파.. 아파.. 내가섬이아파.. 진차.. ㅠ.ㅠ ㅠ.ㅠ.ㅠ.ㅠ.ㅠ.ㅠ.ㅠ.ㅠ..

Learn : EXILE - Flower Song (Hiragana)

Romaji from : http://allromajilyrics.blogspot.com/2013/06/exile-flower-song-lyrics.html

悲Tanslated  from : ong (Hiragana ている心のやみを照らすための
dare mo ga kakae te iru kokoro no yami o terasu tame no

そんなちからがほしいそう願うのわ間違っているの？
sonna chikara ga hoshii sō negau no wa machigatte iru no?

いつだってそうはげしく流れるひびを
itsu datte sō hageshiku nagareru hibi o

本当は皆必死にいきているんだね
hontōwa minna hisshi ni iki te iru n da ne Everyday

胸に咲く花の伊吹を愛しい君に届けたくて
mune ni saku hana no ibuki o itoshii kimi ni todoke taku te

優しい風にのせてそっと君の元へ運ぶよ
yasashii kaze ni nose te sotto kimi no moto e hakobu yo

悲しみを抱くときでも胸の痛みがきえなく手もあいだけは絶対にきえない

kanashimi o idaku toki demo mune no itami ga kie naku te mo
ai dake wa zettai ni kie nai
この命ある限り

kono inochi aru kagiri

いつかは誰もが皆争う事を忘れてゆくと
itsuka wa dare mo ga minna arasou koto o wasure te yuku to

イカンベリフル一にんだけでわ僕はきっと強くなれないだろう

I can believe ichi nin dake de wa boku wa kitto tsuyoku nare nai daro u

愛する事につかれてしまったときわ
aisuru koto ni tsukare te shimatta toki wa
守る冪物を心に取り戻せたらきっと

mamoru beki mono o kokoro ni torimodose tara kitto

胸に咲く花の伊吹を愛しい君に届けたくて
mune ni saku hana no ibuki o itoshii kimi ni todoke taku te

優しい風にのせてそっと君の元え運ぶよ
yasashii kaze ni nose te sotto kimi no moto e hakobu yo

悲しみを抱くときでも胸の痛みがきえなく手もあいだけは絶対にきえない

kanashimi o idaku toki demo mune no itami ga kie naku te mo
ai dake wa zettai ni kie nai
この命ある限り

kono inochi aru kagiri

誰かが決めた自分のかちお
dare ka ga kime ta jibun no kachi o

信じてるほど馬鹿じゃない
shinjiteru hodo baka ja nai

自分のよわさを受け入れられたら
jibun no yowa sa o ukeirerare tara

新しい景色が見えるの？
atarashii keshiki ga mieru no?

胸に咲く花の伊吹を愛しい君に届けたくて
mune ni saku hana no ibuki o itoshii kimi ni todoke taku te

優しい風にのせてそっと君の元え運ぶよ
yasashii kaze ni nose te sotto kimi no moto e hakobu yo

もっともっと輝け
( motto motto kagayake )

悲しみを抱くときでも胸の痛みがきえなく手もあいだけは絶対にきえない

kanashimi o idaku toki demo mune no itami ga kie naku te mo
ai dake wa zettai ni kie nai
この命ある限り

kono inochi aru kagiri

いつか必ず君に咲かせる
itsuka kanarazu kimi ni sakaseru

あの美しい花のように
ano utsukushii hana no you ni
オ～フルワ～

Oh Flower

"Hal-hal sulit mendatangkan pengalaman dan pengalaman mendatangkan kebijaksanaan." -Anonim

this time is rare. something is came up..
my day, recently, i've been watched reality show, hahaha so funny. yeah i think
i enjoyed this day, becz i can take a rest for awhile fell sorry for the whole activity that i left behind..

back, something in my mind are goin explode..
for the first time i thinking this so bad of me, first time i know this network, it didn't mean i regret so much but, the condition was change, thing about people sorrounded me. my phone was broken, switch off, so im noowhere place to sharing. its better

first time i realize i like boyband group TVXQ, and save the feeling, and then its everlasting 'like'. after that, appear the other, like. mm. since it already midnight, maybe if i sleep, it ll clear my mind.